~losing~

 Assalamualaikum and hai..ntah la ku nulis tok asa nya xkan ada orang baca kali...ntah la..those days i felt EMPTY..KOSONG....aku pun sik tauk kenak..demotivated cause of work da jwak...im 26 and lom da KEJA TETAP...mun da orang asked about job,nang x kesah..but mun everyday bla bla bla bla talking about it gney ku mok molah???ukan rezeki aku kot....everytime after solat i prayed that Allah will give me chance..mayb bukan sampe masanya...becoz of HIM..aku bertahan sampey kinek tok..wanna ask,sapa sik mok keja..u have a job means u've money n wat so ever..at least..dapat nolong orang tua especially...yeah harapan and semangat aku...parents aku..keluarga aku..meant everything to me..
  Then today aku rasa lost coz i've be missing someone name ...lelaki itu...yeah i know it is stupid if i still hope he will back..back to me n wat so ever coz yang aku tauk antara aku ngan nya xda kata putus...kenak mesti berjanji..mun kita tauk xkan dapat menepati janji itu...easy nak..boh berjanji mun xpat tunaikan..coz once we promise,we will give other people hope.. HOPE coz kita dah JANJI.... but suma ya molah ku jadi makin kuat..when someone asked me single or available..im proud to answer I'M STILL SINGLE AND AVAILABLE..then they will make weird face to me??weird la cam x cayak but i dont care gik dah kinek tok..yang penting...the first and foremost KERJA TETAP!...and aku amat berharap aku diberi peluang ya...amin..kla aku rasa cam dah okey dah asa tok coz my kazen bright my life dari tadik..A.D.I.O.S sumaaa Assalamualaikum!

~Selamat Hari Raya Haji~

    Assalamualaikum and Selamat hari raya Aidiladha semua..im full with rendang,ketupat,kelupis and so on now just laying lazy in front of my lappy..hhaha nang kenyang..dat y la aku suka gilak mun cuti cuti tok im familyians person..Ya ya ya nang la suma orang kedak ya but i doo realise da jwak orang sik suka balit kampong!!!OMG!biar bena la orang ya..but skip for that topics..i dont wanna do any comment  about that
   So today aku mok share how my family and me celebrating hari raya..its just simple celebrating for our family but i do love..Ok for a day before hari Raya eid we are preparing for it..we go shop..make cakes..ow i baked one of them which are my fabulous ol time favorite Seri Kaya Tebal Cakes..

in progress..hihih

based on me

    Assalamualaikum and good evening sumaa..it's rainy day in Matu area...aku bok kak bangun tdo..huh ney la badan kdak di pam pam..but da orang padah aku dah kureng kit.orang padah weh ukan aku ok?huahuaha..aku xda pa2 mok di share actually,ntah asa cam kosong jak time tok...gik blur2..eh ku bok add sapa nama pelakon juvana ya..ermm err..ish x ingat..pa pa pun aku dah followed nya pun blog n i think it is quite interesting...nang dari segi luarannya pun i judge nya pendiam..but aku x sangka nya sangat bagus menulis..ehek...aku rasa laaa...
    k second thing ku mok kakar,xlamak gik cuti skolaahhh...ho yeahh but something messy inside my mind..till now aku still x tauk aku dapat x GURU SANDARAN TIDAK TERLATIH di serap yaaa..hurmm...so mun still lom da jawapan jwak meaning aku dah lipaskan cgek peluang kerja tetap..ria aku dapat keja as pembantu makmal..but at the same time,aku tgh nunggu nok GSTT ya..hurm so rite now i'm felt little bit depressed and rugi pun ada..but aku redho laa..coz before aku molah decision ya aku dah solat isthikarah jwak..mudah mudahan ya Allah aku diberik peluang ya amin...
    And the last thing is hari cuti tok lots of my fren got weeddly of the year...so urm aku mok padah apa with dat?nothing i guess...munyi cam aku jeles nak but honestly aku rasa ok and happy for them..ermmm  so that its..kla pal..aku actually ting tong plus im watching spongebob now...so...nang x concentrate laaa...hehhe okeh hadddiiooosss....assalamualaikum